I suppose I'm quite the idiot because for a big portion of the time, I'm happy. In a way, I learned to distance myself from things and people that made me unhappy; this was already a huge step towards happiness. Another thing was to learn to appreciate even the smallest things most people deem insignificant: a ride through town, the way the light breaks through the glass in the shower, an interesting pattern on the sidewalk, listening to the wind through the trees. I am a living being existing in this exact moment in time and space, experiencing life. And apparently, being a happy idiot.